ILovePink
I was pretending to be happy until I realized why God brought you into my life. And now, I need not pretend. I blame you for the awesome butterflies fluttering inside my stomach.
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#Kabarkada.
#Ako. May iba pa ba?
#Laman ng isipan.
I’m not replying not because I don’t want to talk to you.. I really like it everytime I talk to you. It makes me feel good. You make me feel good. What I hate is the way I talk to you. I hate sending you unhappy messages. Well..sometimes I fake my feelings. But I’m really tired of doing that. I know you care about me. And I love that. But I don’t want you to keep thinking about me. I don’t want to bother you. I am just a waste of your time. I’m sorry… You are too good for me. You deserve better.
If you’re my friend and you’re this right now, I want you know that I really don’t like it when I am told “Ang tanga talaga nito.” “Gaga nito eh.” or something like that. I’m sorry for being so sensitive. I know you’re just kidding and you are comfortable enough to tell me those things.. But it really hurts. I can only accept the word “Shit ka.” If you really want to make me feel bad then you may continue saying those words to me.
You’re leaving.. You’re leaving and I can’t do anything about it. Letting you go has never been easy but I want you to be happy.. Just go. It’s okay. I deserve the pain. I’m used to it. People have always left first. It’s okay even though it hurts so much. I’m sorry I expected too much from you.. You’ve promised that you will always be here. I never thought you would break a promise. But it’s okay. If leaving will make you happy then it will make my heart at ease even though you’ve broken it. You will soon forget everything about me except my name..maybe. Because you will be alright and you will choose to do that. I am not worth remembering, anyway..
If you really care, you’ll stay. If you thought of leaving, you’ll come back. Whatever happens..you will do them. Because you truly care and I believe those are what true friends do.
I’m trying to distance myself from you.. And maybe from everyone. I just don’t think I deserve to be with you..to be with everyone. Everyone deserves to be with better people and I am not included with those people. Plus, I really want this vacation to end. It makes me sad… I’m thinking that…
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